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The struggle for Dignity and Boundaries

Sometimes we want to say something but it is probably best to say nothing. Due to context.

The things we want to say need not be complicated or provocative, even something simple such as ‘happy birthday’ could be an example of the paradoxical contradiction involved in contextual complexity.

Im such a sucker. But trying to be smarter. Success rate: 50%
Why? I resist some temptation, but not all. Then again I started this blog as a funny place to dump thoughts that I don’t know how to handle. Who said a blog has to be an exhibition of rationality and composure, sometimes its just a place to dump things we dont know how or why or if to say.

Maiwe.

Clever Is As Clever Does

Ultimately all words are and should be precursors to actions.
Words for the sake of words or intellectual masturbation are dangerous since they are still precursors to action; the act of doing nothing and talking shit. Hence, my definition of talking shit, is stringing words together that are void of activation- no matter how smart the sentence sounds.

These very words of mine also has an aim: to help me to talk less.

Lessons from the Dragon: Courage and Reality

On a recent hike to the Injisuthi region of the magnificent Drakensberg, I learnt and experienced many things.

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Above all I was inspired by the courage shown by Samuel, courage and attitude. When we arrived at the first swimming hole, ice cold, very deep water; I pushed him in since he was the only guy to still enter! He coud not swim at all! When Xavi approached to help, Samuel nearly drowned him too! Luckily Tom was around to push everyone to safety. To my amazement Samuel was not angry, he saw his experience as a victory. The next day, at Marble baths, the team building require everyone to go down a slide and end up in a turbulent pool. Again Samuel was the last man standing, so Doc and I helped him in with some encouragement and some gentle force. He did it. And coming up from the water he hugged Tom for about a minute and had literal tears of joy, relief and pride. It was awesome.

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Besides the courage shown by Samuel, the whole hike was awesome. Not fake awesome, but real awesome. The kind of good and real that is hard to produce in a workshop or classroom. I had a bit of conflict with Tshepo because despite being smart and good, he fell into the habit of always making excuses when called on a mistake or error. I pointed it out and it seemed a bit hard for him to take. But he kept at it and although the habit of making excuses or jokes instead of owning up will take time to kick, Tshepo is in it and doing great. My chommie. He posted this pic and funny description on Facebook after a few days:

The last morning of the hike was a bit of a downer. Three of the guys started making noise at 4am, robbing us of two hours sleep and then we discovered that one kid did his number two in the footpath! The reflections about these things were more depressing than the actual problems, and we headed back to the camp with a muted vibe. On the trip back to Joburg I became very ill. Headaches and vomiting buckets full! Never again salami on a hike!

I loved the whole experience, the ups and downs, the jokes, the deep stuff, the tiredness, the beauty. Real stuff. The hike was not perfect, but it was real. We all take years to change, but I would like to believe this hike stimulated something important in all of us. My highlight has to be from Tshepo, again. For most of the youths the hiking food is a mega culture shock, and when I discovered today that Tshepo took what he learnt and applied it to daily life I was more than chuffed. Provita instead of pap or bread! Priceless.

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The Aid Triangle

Just done reading (dissecting/consuming) the little book called “The Aid Triangle”.
It’s one of the few books I have come across that makes an uncompromising link between development efforts and power relations. Some of my friends might think ‘power relations’ is Schalk’s thing because I did my Masters on it. Yet, the three authors of this little book affirms that ‘develoment’ (aid/charity/CSI) is all about relationships and a human dynamic.

The authors explain how dominance, injustice and identity interplay and that inequitable interaction causes a system without integrity and with little prospect of sustainability. Dominance, simply implies someone is in a favoured position and has more power or influence than they deserve. The lack of equality is revealed through paternalism and games people start to play. Injustice refers to how everyone is not treated in the same way and how they do not have equal opportunity and benefits. Identity relates to how people view themselves, it speaks to confidence and pride.

Relational issues reveals how trust and dignity for example are major success factors, yet seldom feature in project management frameworks. The best thing we can do is to learn together. Content experts and context experts should learn from each other. These are nice descriptions of academics and real people; funny.

Speaking of Organisational Learning, the authors interestingly mentions single, double and triple loop learning, respectively referring to thinking in, outside and about the box. Clever ways to say we have to be critical and see the bigger picture.

Getting a Handle on Development

In 2006 I donated my red Toyota Stallion to GDM in Mozambique. It has been amazingly resilient and is still going. Being a communal possession, serving the community and working very hard, it has been steadily gaining bumps and bruises. For about two yours the canopy door lever has been broken and it has pained me to see people struggling to open the doors every time by having to press a stuborn lever below the body with a small stone or something sharp.

This time, when I arrived in Manica I was overwhelmed with joy to see a door handle on the canopy doors of the Red bakkie. The fact that it is a real door handle, as in front door of house door handle, makes it even better. They say ‘a boer maak ‘n plan’ but the also say ‘a boy maak twee!’…

Someone who knows nothing and has no contextual insight might criticise the type of handle, but I think it was a brilliant solution to an irritating problem. We can look at the same thing and see something different.

Gotta love Manica and its people…

Creativity
Creativity

What makes me cry- literally…

I don’t easily cry about sadness or when I’m hurt. When I look back on my life, there is repeatedly one thing that makes me emotional. At first, I didn’t see the similarity in all my emotional moments. Then I started to recognise a similar theme…

This is most clearly illustrated even in a short, commercial, yet real-life, version of the pattern. When I watch X Factor or Idols, every now and again a first time audition produces a new star. And when the new star blows the audience and judges away, they inevitably asks if the singer has done auditions before, if they had training? To wich the answer, in the ‘best’ stories are predictably: no. The judges, for their show to claim authenticity and relevance, need to uncover a hidden diamond.

Anyone could gather the best of the known talent, but these shows are into surprises, they want the singer to go from zero to hero. Not from hero to well known hero. Development practitioners could learn from this I think. What is so cool about taking the best of local and international talent and building a super NGO? Yet everyone tries to do it, because they don’t have funding and time for the hundreds of failed auditions. So they hold interviews and pick the ready made talent. Short budget cycles and short performance review cycles does not encourage developmental talent search; looking in the dust for rough diamonds is not considered productive and does not guarantee good ROI.

The diamond in the rough, is not the talented individual in a mediocre community, the diamond is the dusty individual, that starts to shine as he gets rubbed and polished, through communal work, exposure and friendship.

Upon the moment that someone’s greatness and talent is revealed, we cry. The seeing and the sense of being seen is the greatest thing on this earth. That moment of revelation that lifts someone up, be it Gladiator removing his mask or Simba in front of the animals, we all instinctively feel connected to such moments of coming to age. Wont it be more fun and more worthwhile if the what and how of development work take these moments of seeing as a core mandate and ultimate reward?

Faking it with Simplistic Lists

First a disclaimer: I normally write about development, but today I want to write a post about the Bible and Christians. I’ve been wanting to write this post for a very long time. The theme or idea herein contained is on my mind every single day as I listen to ordinary folks who hold themselves to have extraordinary wisdom.

I found a symbol that represents my line of thinking: a Jewish Mezuzah. Jews religiously hang this little object on their doorposts, thereby honouring or obeying Deuteronomy 6:9 “And thou shalt write them upon the door-posts of thy house, and upon thy gates” … as the Torah commands them to do. But now, through years of cleverness and rationalisation, modern Jews still obey this ancient command. Yet, in the very same section of the Torah, God also instructed the Jews to keep the words of G_d on their hearts, to talk about them the whole day, from waking up until sleeping, and to bind them on their hands, and put them between their eyes! And it is here where I get confused or entertained. All the Jews, put them on the door and gate, but not on the hand and between the eyes… The mezuzah hangs next to the door the whole day, but the folks who hanged them there do not talk about them the whole day long. So who decides what to imitate and what to leave out? How and why do we rationalise what stays on the list and what gets dropped off?
Im not picking on the Jews, they are in fact just providing me with an easy intro.

I really want to talk about the so-called Christians. Firstly there are the Christians who like to pick and quote selected verses from the Old Testament as commands that God gave us, and they try to enforce people to obey these. Not to kill or steal seems pretty unproblematic (Deut 5) yet when it comes to lying and lusting for things, most Christians are less strict, with themselves and others. Yet most will still agree in theory that the “don’t lie” and “respect your parents” are relevant commands, even today, 4000 years on. And so they add Old Testament verses to affirm God is against Sodomy, that God will bless you materially like Jabez if you do the right things and for example that you should tithe… Some commands snuck into the new list that is held up today. Thousands of the commands did not make it in, and pertaining the Old Testament, I won’t mention even 1% of commands that is today frowned upon, but circumcision (Leviticus 12:2-3), rape (Judges 21:21) no tattoos (Leviticus 19:28), burnt offerings (Leviticus 1), stoning sinners (Leviticus 20:23), marrying your dead brothers wife (Deuteronomy 25:5), etc. have been conveniently discarded. Clearly some of God’s ideas were good for then, and some for now…

The ‘clever’ or ‘spiritual’ Christians like to say, one can discard everything in the Bible before Jesus, or even before the outpouring of the Holy Spirit (Acts 2). They say: forget all the Old Testament stuff, some will even argue about some of Jesus’ words because it was pre-Spirit and pre-church. So for this dominant group, you have to build your dogma (deep understanding/ rules and regulations) on what you read in the New Testament and they try to hold each other and the rest of humanity accountable to that. Now, the main aim of this post is to show how certain things, even in the New Testament, makes it onto the list and others don’t. Theologians and aspiring Theologians will tell you they learnt a word called ‘context’ and that some, even New Testament commands was only for a certain context. The obvious trick then, is which commands and guidelines was for the context in Israel 2000 years ago and which remained relevant until today.

There are no brainers: like murder, which stayed on the list. (we wont talk about death penalty here!) For a woman to wear a hat (to church, some keep on doing this, most ascribe that to context. 1 Timothy 2:9-15 “Likewise also that women should adorn themselves in respectable apparel, with modesty and self-control, not with braided hair and gold or pearls or costly attire, but with what is proper for women who profess godliness—with good works. Let a woman learn quietly with all submissiveness. I do not permit a woman to teach or to exercise authority over a man; rather, she is to remain quiet.” This one is interesting, since modern Christians say its context and their dear wives may now speak up in church, they may wear golden jewelery and pearls and they may teach… So some Christian are bold to say this verse does not count anymore! Here is the interesting one: Some so called ‘Spirit filled’ Christians will cut the very same verse into sections and say, the women should not teach or have authority over men, but they may wear golden jewelry and pearls! Wow! And trust me they will defend this type of interpretation with loooong stories and many verses.
So, it seems: women not being equal to men: IN women not wearing gold and pearls: OUT.

Similarly, there is 1 Corinthians 1:4-7 talking about hats and hair: “Every man who prays or prophesies with his head covered dishonors his head. But every woman who prays or prophesies with her head uncovered dishonors her head—it is the same as having her head shaved. For if a woman does not cover her head, she might as well have her hair cut off; but if it is a disgrace for a woman to have her hair cut off or her head shaved, then she should cover her head. A man ought not to cover his head…” Again, today, some Christian will say the wife should wear a hat, and some say that was context, she does not have to wear a hat. Some will say today, she does not have to wear a hat, but should not shave off al her hair! Some even say the women part can be forgotten, but a man still have to remove his hat when praying! Wow! Again. Depending thus who you talk to, a woman can go to church without a hat, (so that verse out!) and a man does not have to wear a hat in church (verse off the list again!), but the very same section that speaks about the women under the men in terms of authority: that stays! That men are the holders of authority, they say was not contextual to the culture of the time 2000 years ago, but the whole hat thing was! Ok, lets continue…

Then there is the ‘brotherly kiss’ of 1 Thessalonians 5:26: “greet all the brothers and sisters with a kiss”. In early Afrikaans church life, people actually did that! Yet today, I have not been to a church (and I have been to hundreds of churches) where the people modeled and insisted on greeting each other with a kiss. So why is this verse almost universally discarded by Christians? Was it context specific? Is it weirder to kiss a man than to plunge him under water? Why stop? This is an easy one: Verse about greeting with a kiss: OUT! Rather go for the non-sexual sideways fake Christian hug! Funny.

The interesting examples, predictably enough has to do with money. And if you did not figure out until now that the selection criteria had more to do with current culture and self-interest than sincere theological intent, then this one should start to make things clear. Mathew 19:21 sends shivers of fear amongst most comfy Christians. The fact that the story is told three times does not exempt it from almost universal rejection as a potential present day command. In the history of humankind, it seems this unfortunate guy was the only one that Jesus would expect to sell everything! Surely this was one of God’s strategies way back in time, surely God has matured and would not demand such extremist childish behaviour today! Sell everything you have, give it to the poor. Pastors seems content to take a 10% commission and they know very well if they demand 100% they would not gain anything, except an empty church. Another easy one: Jesus’ command to: Sell all your stuff: OUT! Off the To Do List of modern Christianity.

In case the previous story was seen as a unique, once off anomaly, (which is normally a reason to reject something) we might consider another command from Luke 3:11. This verse again sends fear and discomfort through any well intentioned middle class Christian! Better ask our pastor to write a sermon on why this should not be taken literally. Jesus could mean it literaly, but we are not that irresponsible or unreasonable today, are we?! “He that hath two coats, let him impart to him that hath none; and he that hath meat, let him do likewise.” Some translations says shirts instead of coat or food instead of meat. I like the one that says meat, since I hate sharing my biltong! To be clear, I have many shirts and many jackets. I know many people who do not have a jacket, almost everyone I know has a shirt. But surely the spirit of the verse would also mean if I have 20 shirts and a kid has only one, I should give one of my 20 shirts to him or her? Anyway, churches reprimand their members for all kinds of sin, especially sex, smoking, drugs, swearing and so, but I am yet to find a white church that preach and take this verse seriously. People become smart, ‘we take the spirit of this verse, we are encouraged to be generous, and every few years I donate my old clothes to the poor’. This clever ‘interpretation’ and bending applies to the coat and food, but not to sex, gays, drunkards, and so… people choose when to take things literally and when to start interpreting context.

One women writing about sexual sins mentions “an extensive list” of scripture against such sin. When it comes to having too much money whilst others are suffering, there are also “extensive lists” of scripture, they are just not so popular. Maybe the focus on some extensive lists are tools to keep the mind away from some other extensive lists? One of the verses on this lady’s extensive list was 1 Corinthians 5:9-11 “not to associate with anyone who bears the name of brother if he is guilty of sexual immorality or greed, or is an idolater, reviler, drunkard, or swindler—not even to eat with such a one” Again I always hear Christian talk about sexual immorality, but in the very same line it says not to associate with someone who is greedy. Now the day that driving a Maserati, Aston Martin or Porsche is not classified as greedy is the day I will give up on thinking; ever again. Yet, in the churches of today the greedy are respected as wise, talented, good stewards and my pet hate “blessed”. Bluuhhh… puke. The attempts to rationalize the extreme luxury car with nonsense about being excellent and examples of blessed lives and saying its not greedy because these folks give tithing and that cash makes a big difference, shows me people are not only immoral, but also dumb.

Again, its clear: don’t sleep around if you are unmarried- Stay! On the List! Give away your second, third or tenth coat to the poor? Off the list! Don’t be greedy: Off the list! There are other curious New Testament verses that has fallen off the list. Mark 16:18 says we will drink poison and not die. I don’t know of such practice in the church, unless you count Coca-Cola. Same verse says we will pick up deadly snakes and with a couple of snake handling exceptions, this verse is not encouraged in all the churches I have encountered. Especially the spitting cobra and black mamba! I mean does Jesus not say we shouldn’t tempt God?! People are clever to explain away verses they don’t like… others are used ‘as it is written’. The very same Mark 16:18, after dealing with poison and snakes speaks about laying on of hands and healing. Interesting application again. Today, some people take the actual laying on of hands as a direct command and do this, preach this without fail. Yet the actual healing part does not happen as often as the laying on of pastoral hands… Yet we try, we keep on trying healing, no matter how much hurt and pain it brings. We do not keep on trying the snakes, over and over again, keeping on believing as we are bitten. Same applies for Luke 10:19’s scorpions. Again: snakes, scorpions, poison: Off the List! Laying on Hands: ON! In! Healing: Sometimes ON, sometimes OFF! Smile…

Luke 16:18 says if you divorce you may not get married again. Again, in many churches this is not a problem, and after a complicated sermon the verse is rationalized away… context. Mathew 5:28 says looking at another with sexy ideas is adultery. How many confessions or cases of church discipline have you heard of that calls men to order for checking out another women’s breasts or ass? Context?
Mark 9:43 “And if your hand causes you to sin, cut it off. It is better for you to enter life crippled than with two hands to go to hell” Context, metaphorical, isn’t it? Surely metaphorical? Please, metaphorical? Yet gays burning in hell are not metaphorical; so I hear. Luckily, cutting off our hands? Off the list!
Mathew 5:40 if someone steals your jacket, also give him your coat. We love seeing this in Les Miserable but do we do it? Giving more stuff to thieves and not taking people to court: Out!
Mathew 5:39. I have heard more sermons on why the verse actually means NOT to turn your other cheek than how or why to turn the other cheek. Surely, a simplistic metaphor not to take seriously when someone cuts in front of you in traffic, takes your parking spot, jumps the queue in the bank, or slaps your girlfriend. Turn the other cheek? Context, metaphor, Off the List!
Respecting slavery? 1 Timothy 6:1-2 and 1 Peter 2:18 sounds crazy! Not a once off verse! Imagine God said this today?! Today any Christian will ignore this verse and say, no human being should be owned by another! Slavery OUT! Slavery Off the List of New Testament commands to follow!

James 5:14 Healing with oil: again some keep the oil others don’t, some call the elders, others pray without the elders, which is interesting. Yet, the verse says “and the Lord SHALL raise him up”, which despite our best efforts seldom happens.
Tongues, thousands today speak in heavenly tongues which is seemingly a miracle! Yet unlike Act 2 the tongues are seldom fluent Russion, Manderin or Swahili, no matter how much good such unifying miracle would achieve. They will say there are two types of tongues, inner room and witnessing gifts, they will argue and explain, still, I long to hear the Rusian, Swahili or Japanese roll of the mouths of Afrikaner Christians… Actual foreign language gifts: Off the List! Maybe it was for then? Not now, now we have Google Translate!

I’m now tired of making the list… maybe others can share their verses in the New Testament which Christians choose to ignore. Share in the comments what you think the New Testament says to do, but today’s Christians don’t. Also, what it says, we shouldn’t do and we do! Some might be ok to ignore and others not! My point is not about what is right or wrong, simply that Christians, well-meaning or sneaky, seem to decide what to put on and what to exclude. I find it interesting to see how they choose what, and whether there are themes in these choices.

It is ironic that Christians, just like the Pharisees of old create so much division over dogmatic arguments. Majoring on minors. Why is all of this so ironic? Let’s go back 4000 years to the words in Deuteronomy 6:4 and Leviticus 19:18. Jesus, the one all the Christian are supposed to follow, summed up everything in Mark 12:28 quoting Deuteronomy 6 (Love God) and Leviticus 19 (Love Others). Funny, Old Testament 4000 year-old verses, still relevant and cutting edge. Jesus did the hard work for us! He looked at thousands of commands and gave us the top two! Even saying these two is all we need! He even chucked out the ‘obvious’ ones, like Sabbath! Crazy, picking food and healing someone on the Sabbath, how naughty, they even wanted to kill him for braking the rules that were written so clearly!

What can we do? Where to from here? If I can paraphrase a song from the movie Sound of Music: “How do you solve a problem like our Jesus?!” We need to try and figure out the heart of Jesus. Some see Jesus as “God Light” Strict but not scary. I see Jesus as radically different than the images of G_d that the Isrealites had, radically different that many ideas even portrayed in the New Testament. They saw glimpses of Jesus. We can see glimpses of Jesus. I think Jesus showed us something cool, to forget the rules and focus on our hearts and loving relations to others. We should stop reading the Bible like a law book. Even the New Testament, we should stop making lists in your head- it is neither Godly nor Biblical, it is small minded and a replacement of the fullness God and Jesus intended.

Love God, love people. Kyk noord en gaan voort. Jesus is the Hero, he is smarter than us. He made it easy. Where we pick long lists of what is in and out, He did not make lists, he chucked it all out and summarized a principle: love.
Those who know me will know that I will say: “If you make a mess of love, first try respect.” Respect everyone, are you known by everyone (domestic, waiter, petrol attendant, in traffic, at work, Muslims, gays, etc.) as a person of great respect? If not, I struggle to understand your Christianity, I struggle to see you living the love of Jesus.
It is all easier than we think. Easy if we are sincere and serious about really following.

The Jews are supposed to hang their Mezuzah’s at a 45 degree angle. Reson being two great Rabbi’s disagreeing, one saying it should be horizontal and the other vertical. Today Jews are supposed to honour these different interpretations and accept a truth that is grey, a Mezuzah that is angled. Personally I think Mezuzah’s are silly, but the idea that they hang at an angle is beautiful, powerful and useful. I might even pick one Old Testament command to follow and put a Mezuzah on my door, at an angle.

Compare the contrasting spirits represented in the pictures below:

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If you still feel bored and uninspired: look for and listen to the Todd Agnew song MY JESUS

Input – Output

As I walk and drive around our country I encounter some people who inspire me and some that makes me shake my head. The latter is mostly seeing folks who try so hard to be cool and okay that they end up looking and sounding ridiculous. This made me realise the following:

The most important thing in your life is what you choose to read and who you choose to listen and speak to. I don’t even mention television and music, because those are just reflections of where you’re at in terms of input. Input equals output, that means garbage in, garbage out. The most important choices we can make and where we need to try and be better, is the choices about what (hopefully not if) we read and who we engage in conversation.

Surely 70% of the country is born into situations where there are low quality input all around, yet today each individual can look for better input. Yet, many people are either unaware of this (unconscious) or just too lazy to choose. Do we teach our kids, brothers and sisters how to look for better quality input? Poverty is not about money, its about exposure. If we constantly make better small choices into the right direction, we can change ourselves and change our future. This process is a journey and not a stroke of luck. We should stop dreaming about the Lotto or Tenders and start to focus on our abilities. Our abilities can only improve through better inputs.

What you read and who you listen to will determine if you grow smart and wise or whether you become a noisy bag of over-confidence.

The choice is ours. The choice is yours.

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Feelback vs Feedback

Money, despite my naive dreams and desires are seldom free. The most common payback for development- or charitable money is the Report. Some come in the form of newsletters, some as websites or blogs, some as fridge magnets, some as text messages, some as an emotional emails or even a phone call or gift made by locals.

In general I think some people want feedback due to notions of stewardship, responsibility, accountability or most obvious control. Others don’t really want this type of feedback, they just want feelback and that is why beneficiaries start to ‘play’ them. Donors want to feel that sense of significance and legacy, they want to feel like they make a difference, they want to feel that their hard earned money makes them a hero. Often they think, because they had the skills and opportunity to access money, that they are smarter than those they give the money to. These beneficiaries will do well to keep the kind-hearted, unselfish donor in the loop. Neglect can have dire consequences, but these consequences will never be regognised as punishment, rather euphemistic ‘out of sight out of heart’ rhetoric. These days it seems like a fair demand to ‘be in touch’ and ‘be personally involved’ with those getting your cash. It sounds great and are indeed a similar shadow of the ideal relational philosophy, but don’t be fooled by these ‘connecting’ donors: they want feelback, not friendship. Feelback is a demand from people donating let’s say 10% of their income. However, true friendship will cost much more than 10% and that is way to risky a door for most ‘wealthy’ donors to open. They want feelback and transparency on their terms, at their time, in their format: friendships are more messy, more equal and more scary.

To summarise I recognise two types of feedback loops:

– Guillotine Reports: As in French Revolution, not office guillotine! The name says it all… give the report, the newsletter, the picture, or your funding will get the chop! Demand driven, with a myriad of manipulative tactics and games on both sides. Test: stop reporting for 6 months and see what happens… demands and subtle warnings or real concern and offers to assist with problems.

– Rainbow Reports: These are not even reports, maybe call them updates. Bottom line, they are unexpected, unique, a gift and sincere. This occurs when your money really made a difference and the recipient really appreciates you as a person or friend.

One of the above types of ‘feedback-loops’ are common and one is rare. One should be governed, critiqued and reduced; whilst the other should be encouraged, celebrated and desired.

Power Plays

When I think of development I don’t think about money and poverty as much as I do about equality, fairness, hope and fun. Why? In short, when my wealthy white friends travel to manica to go ‘reach out’ or ‘develop’ the youth of Manica in Mozambique, they very quickly realise that despite material lack, the people in Manica are richer than them in many ways. It is not about money.

“Wealth is the ability to be generous” I think the first person to coin the phrase was Cicero. By this definition, few rich people are rich, if you get what I mean. Sometimes poverty is very ugly and cruel and requires drastic material intervention. Yet, in ‘poor’ communities I always find much life, generosity, humanity and good. Rich people, like myself need to figure out how to turn our things into tools, things like money, blankets, skills can become small bridges that allows friendship and mutuality.

If you give, say you throw things over the river to the poor and suffering but you are not willing to build a bridge and walk there yourself, then your handout will do more harm than healing. Giving without going is part of the problem. And if we go, we have to go in fear and trembling as if walking on holy ground, because our cleverness and cash can destroy the beauty in the community and individuals we think we want to help.

We often ask, how can I help… how often do you ask, how can I be helped by those I intend to help?  That is the start of addressing the power venom we carry in our charitable footsteps.